DuskHorse

I am on hiatus until further notice - my horses ARE not up for sale unless previously said so. I've got too much going on. I may be back, I don't know. Chow for now.

I am so so so fucking done. I've had enough. I have spent four nights in constant stress because of one person or another. I cannot cope. I've had a migraine for three of these days which is in no doubt related. I can't deal with this shit any more. I don't want to be here. I just want to give up.

So, you know me and my tutor Liz have gone halfs on Obi (a new horse)? Well, i've now found out that i'll have no say in him whatsoever. I don't have any say in what we buy for him, or what we do with him. I won't be riding him for months. Basically, i'll be doing what i've done with Jessie (ground work leading up to her being backed) and that's it. So, it's a lot of money for a horse that i've got no say in. I asked if we could get all his stuff matching red and she said I was a child and a 'typical first horse owner'. At this point, I feel like i'd rather not pay all that money for an animal that I won't even really be able to do anything